Well it's 7:58am on a Saturday morning, and I had planned to still be sleeping. Unfortunately, that plan seems to be a no-go.
I was talking to my mom yesterday about my feelings and where I am emotionally and mentally. After the talk, I felt great, and we watched scary movies together until bedtime. Had I known that all of that talking would lead to a less than peaceful night of heartbreaking dreams, I still would have talked to her. But damn! I was not at all prepared for the dreams that I had. Marrying someone and going on a honeymoon, only to find myself without my husband. He was everywhere on the cruise ship EXCEPT with me. Of course it was more intense and in depth than this, but that's the overall premise of things. If there's one thing I can't stand, it's feeling lonely while being with someone, and ladies and gents, this dream took the cake. The next dream was a bit more painful only because it dealt with the same loneliness, followed by being accused of being unfaithful (completely untrue), followed by my finding evidence of his unfaithfulness. Only for that to be followed by my crying, and his continuing to do everything EXCEPT check on me.
Sad, lonely dreams, you may piss off.
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